Just Say Youre Not In to It - Song Fic (First time)

“What a way to show it, Derrick.” She said and turned away and headed toward the room. I followed and watched her actions.
“What are you doing?” I asked from the door.
“Leaving.” She said. My breathing stopped.
“Hailey, baby. I’m sorry.” I said walking up to her and took a hold of her shoulder to make her look at me.
“Well, it’s a little too late for that.” She said and shrugged off my hands.

I watched her grab the handle to her suitcase and turn around to face me.
“Baby, don’t do this, just stay here with me. I need you.” I pleaded.
“Why don’t you go tell that to the girl you made out with?” She shot back.
“Oh my, God. I know what I did was wrong. Can you just forgive me?” I asked, dreading her next words.
“No, I can’t Derrick. You used up your last chance.” She said walking past me.

I followed her to the door. I’m not letting her go without a fight.
“Hales, I promise, just one more chance. It won’t ever happen again, I swear.” I cried out. Tears stung at the back of my eyes.
“I’m sorry, Derrick.” She said grabbing the door knob.

“Hailey, don’t go.” I said jumping in front of the door. “I love you, I really do. I don’t know why I kissed her. I am not going to feed you some stupid lie, I’m telling you that I was stupid and kissed her and I am sorry.” I said, tears falling down my face.
“Sorry doesn’t heal the pain that kiss that wasn’t on my lips has caused, Derrick. You don’t understand, it hurts more to hear you plead me to stay but I know I am doing the right thing.” She said, her voice cracking from the tears.

Forget everything
And we stay the night
If I was wrong then I'm sorry

“Just let me leave, Derrick. Please.” She cried. I can’t stay here and break her heart more.
“Okay, but always know that I love you, no matter what.” I said and moved away from the door, my arm touching her for the last time. No! it wasn’t the last time I was going to touch her.

“Thank you.” She said and walked out of my apartment. I watched her descend down the hallway. With each step she took, the more my heart broke. She left me here cold and hurt. I let her go broken hearted and hurt. As bad as I didn’t want to believe it, I knew today was the last time I would ever see her. I closed the door and slid down the door. The tears never stopping.

That today I know 
that tomorrow will shine again golden
And bring our hearts back home
And today I know 
that tomorrow will shine again golden
And bring our hearts back home

I lay in bed and look to my right. All I want to see is her smiling face. I let her down and I won’t ever forgive myself. I will love her no matter what. Tomorrow is a new day and I only hope I will get to hold her one last time.